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This $50 card……..

It’s making me feel like a nerd…

I can feel my inner child coming out again. yay?!?!

Micah’s birthday

is coming up,. should come

its been fun,. hanging out with cousins.. and charlie… in front of my house,.

good times.. good times.

Boy don’t I feel like a loser… i lost $300k because i had a four of a kind with four jacks….. what were the chances of her having a four of a kind higher than mine!!!!! that’s just not right. talk about bad luck to the extreme.

Sometimes I wonder if things are real.. as if my mind is playing games with me.. its almost like reality means nothing. things are different from what they really are compared to what it seems like. I just dont think I can take it anymore. I need to get away from it all… eventually,

6 years??? or 20??? I can’t decide now. but i have a gut feeling im gonna love it in the army, the best thing is that i get a minimum of $1653 EVERY MONTH. and it goes up. but its gonna be so hard to leave my family…….